Emotion is a dangerous thing.
It takes over your mind and messes with your brain until you become cracked.
It plants thoughts you don’t want to think, feelings you don’t want to feel, sensations…
i take a razor to my skin,
i do this over and over again,
this is harmful but relieving,
yuor love was hurtful and deceiving,
for this i use a rusty razor blade,
like a shovel or a spade.
There’s a lone girl with her head down,
With her tear drops lonely on the ground.
Her pain potent like the sea air,
As a child she would climb,
To the top of the stairs,
And wish on it all,
…
Today I’ll smile though I am hurting
Today I’ll laugh though I’d ought to cry
Today I’ll still love you though you said goodbye
Though my eyes have not set sight on your face in many a times
A face etched in my mind tattooed in my subconscious web
There you stand a quiet apparition haunting me as I lay
Unable to escape…
doe, a deer,
an intrinsically woven
figment of imagination.
damnation spelled out
through the inevitably
impossible.
rabid jack rabbits
diggin’ holes
in my chest
and throat;
a little home for
a…
sew my lips together.
let the rust leak,
the fire freeze,
and the spit dry.
my bones shift
and my tendons snap.
i’m broken in two,
cracked in half.
the grains of sand
invading my veins,
inflicting…
Why can’t the earth be blue? And the skies be red?
And the tears in her eyes be like fires instead?
Fires, vanquishing the thought of anything wetter,
And to try… to make her ice-cold heart…
I told her I loved her, she knew that I meant it;
Yet as time goes by I’ve grown to resent it.
Now I’m left standing, merely - defenseless?
A mind weak…and somewhat senseless.
Yet the pain it…
Constant charades of NOTHINGNESS!
Bounded by chains,
kept locked.
An echo of silence….
moments pass, blood continues to flow.
NO HEART
NO LIFE
What beauty can seep through these…
The man in a suit planted a seed in fertile land.
At first, it blurted – almost immediately
Screaming at the stop of its voice.
With every last gasp of breath it felt
Suffocated. The suited…